Whoa. I keep forgetting my that my life is actually real. I have these crystallizing moment when I’m done doing my homework that make me realize what I’m doing with my life and where I’m going. Right now, I have no homework and I’m taking a moment to pause. And I’m thinking now I have a break. And now I don’t know what to do with my time other than read.
I am really in a lot of trouble with my drum playing. I know that no matter what I think, should be playing drums more. I’m finally getting to a place where I need to push myself to the next level. It’s no longer fun for me to figure of different patterns with 16th notes. I need to add 32nd notes in order to happy. I also want to do hi hat opens on the off beats with 16th notes patterns on the hi hat. I know that I have plenty to work on. I can do double strike rolls. And I can do different 16th note patterns on the hi hat. I don’t know why I don’t practice these things except that I am lazy. But I’m going to try it tomorrow.