Today went well. Work went well (I’m so distracted right now at the thought of telling my sister that she has to stop playing music soon. I’m distracted because it’s a pain to tell her because she snaps and she is so opposed to people asking her to stop things that she doesn’t want to stop. )Anyway. . . I’ll try to get through this post without freaking out. Everything went well and is going well today. I feel like I’m making progress with my drumming again. I’m practicing inverted double stroke rolls to a metronome. the speed right now is 310 bpm with me playing a stroke for every click. I really want to read right now. . .I think I can too. if only there’s a few more things I need to do before I finish for the night. . . Work went well. I got some payments in I don’t really know what to talk about. I guess I think I’m making a friend but I don’t know if he sees me that way. I guess I don’t need to define the relationship like that. . . I guess we kind of fall into friendship without thinking about it. but I am thinking about it. . . So, I want to be friends but I don’t know what to do. I wish there was a guide book on how to make friends. . . .there is that book How to Win Friends and Influence People. I think I should read that After I’m done reading Kurt Vonnegut. Anyway now that I said that. I feel like my uneasiness is real but I’ll try not to let it affect me at work. NO big deal really though.